Sunday, May 9, 2010

Boxed in a box

It's funny how all of them have become (or perhaps probably already were) one box in my screen with the fancy email id that hides the names and a green or red button at the top left corner (or sometimes even invisible). Of course, they peep out of that box once in a while to drop a "hey there". The appearance of my picture with along with their's in that tiny box is the only connection between them and me. Sometimes they fall silent while I keep staring at the oh-so-important box, waiting for the all so evident hint on the screen ~ "_______ is typing" something. It's silent words that are coming coded, encoded and decoded by the distance of miles or even a two inch wall. Sometimes when things hit really rock bottom - when the boxes say nothing at all, one gathers comfort at the very thought - they may not be talking to me but they are right there in that tiny blue box with a white screen...

I think I can officially be declared a happy loner!

Friday, May 7, 2010

What am I thinking?

Morning conversations. A not-so-happy-ness at the day that is to follow. Nothing-to-do-ness. Trying-to-do-something-ness. News and speculations. A cycle that likes to repeat itself every single day... and yet I still keep wondering what if this is that day that will change my whole life?

Am I that brain dead that this is all I can come up with?? :O

Sunday, May 2, 2010


Prolonged breakfast, phone calls made, bills paid, books read, and moved on with the day... another Sunday will whiz past and what will I do...??

Yes I haven't blogged for a really long time. But I feel no sorry for having not. Didn't feel like writing anything and therefore didn't come back to blogger for sometime. No I will not try and explain it as a writer's blog. I simply did not want to write. Isn't that enough?